Prayer for Gentleness

Should I be gentle in my hands and in my speech? So when someone asks about me, the popular response would be, “Oh so very gentle is she!” Oh God, but what about when my hands get shaky, my expectancy is hasty, and I am pressed with anxiety? How can I react to others when I am there? Oh pssssh, what I am saying, do you even care? What did I just say? Wow! How silly of me. Of course you do, whatever the situation may be, many or few I am certain I am able to bring them to you. Then, you will give me that peace, that I cannot comprehend and I’ll be released for my captivity of rage and be gentle in the end. Oh so wonderful it is, when you protect my heart from the grasp of his. I represent you God, who is gentle, so I should be just that. Can love really bind gentleness unto me? Well, I guess once again I have to seek you because I need that help to get that love and especially when dealing with your other kids; and that’s quite often. Oh God, so please don’t shun me, be prepared to hear with a willing ear, “Its me again!” You are always prepared oh silly me, you will not shun me. This is a characteristic according to your will. I don’t even know why I can’t just chill. I need not to worry or stress after all you are the one to taught me gentleness AMEN.